welcome to my corner of the world wide web. my name is lanzey and i am 22 years old and autistic. my purpose here is mainly to have a place where i can unapologetically express myself. some buttons are clickable, everything that links outside of my site should open in a new tab. i tend to repeat myself and use the same phrases, i cannot articulate myself that well. i like to play visual novels and dishonored. my favourite tv show is twin peaks, laura palmer and dale cooper are my favourite characters of maybe all time. i really enjoy lego ninjago too, lloyd's character is the most interesting, and he was the absolute perfect green ninja kai fans are blinded by nostalgia. i like reading too even tho i am dyslexic and it is hard for me. it takes me forever to finsish reading but my current reads include: lolita, reaper man and i am rereading south of the border west of the sun. im also listening to the diary of laura palmer audiobook. outside of my interests i feel like i am not whole. i also have an interest in true crime, i personally enjoy just reading about the people before they commited the crimes. dehumanising them has never really made any sense to me. i wouldnt say i am in the true crime community tho, i have never really been in any community it just isnt for me. i like to make fan edits of things i enjoy, mainly movies/tv shows, the kpop girl group loona and various youtuber or streamer boys. i've been editing since mid 2017. i also enjoy photography even tho i dont partake in the hobby very often. i would like to start taking photos again.
to get a little more personal, i have been online lurking in so many different places for most of my life. as soon as there was a family computer in my home i was hooked. being online is 100% easier than anything in real life. i have been an agoraphobic NEET since 2017. i really love my beautiful green alien husband kif kroker, he will be my boyfriend forever and ever! i have 2 pet leeches and a long haired chihuahua. i live in the north of scotland. i am a bit of a hoarder, i have a hard time getting rid of things. i like it when no matter where i look in my room there is something looking back at me. my favourite animal are frogs i think or perhaps the long haired chihuahua. flatsound is my favourite musician of all time. i have old soil tattood on my arm (that is from his poem saturday dec 14 2013.) i enjoy jfashion, especially old school lolita. im extremely poor so for now i just look at my dream dresses on lolibrary. on the very rare occasion that i go out by myself i am found in charity shops, book stores or hmv. i enjoy sewing but i am not very good at it and it gives me back pain. i also enjoy building lego but again.. it gives me back pain. i have weird back problems since forever. i like wizards and looking at wizard illustrations online. one day i want to make myself wizard robes, i already made myself a hat. i wish that i could be a wizard everyday, without people shouting harry potter at me. harry potter isnt even a good wizard series. i enjoy clowns, pierrot clowns are my absolute favourite i think that they are so cute. i really hate horror clowns because they break the eight clown commandments even tho i myself also break them. i am not promoting anti clown propaganda tho. i am a self described fujoshi, i dont even consume much traditional yaoi but i really enjoy (mainly rpf) slash fics. i am a lesbian even tho i have very stong attachments to certain famous/fictional men. i love to lurk in online holes, i have been in almost every corner on the internet and i have seen some wild shit. my diary can be very depressing so proceed with caution. my website is under construction and probably will be forever, please enjoy your stay.
